| It has been a long time since I wrote anything...life has been pritty boring at the moment...The clock ticks and things never really unfold...my life has comes to be a halt...it seems like the time and effort I put into things never seems to end properly...Now looking back at the end...I wonder how many people will still stand with me and who will leave me...How many people are actually there for me and who is just there to use me...who is there to truely have fun with me and who is just playing around...these are some question that may never be answered...At the moment I really want to know who is truely with me |
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| berkeley is killing me...y are people so smart?...anyway...i finally
got to blog...its really been so long...today has been a shitty
day...everything isnt going my way...it really feels like God was
playing with me... its like he knows exactly how to push my
buttons...its like he is giving me hope then shattering it...its a
shitting feeling...today has been a really strange day...its like one
of these really crazy days...i have giving up on today ...i decide that
today should just be all about me...cuz practically if i had any hopes
it was be destroyed...so i just gave up and let destiny play its way
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| o shit...i cant believe i am taking senior like classes...there are freaking tons of grad students...and they are pulling the curve...its driving me crazy...well anyway...cant care that much about grades i suppose...i still got so much shit to do...kinda overwhelming sometimes...and then like freaking rent problems...omg...i thought i was done with that shit...for real...damn does everyone have to follow up on rent?...i swear...before everyone starts anything...people should sit down and discuss about shit...like for reals...and deal with that shit in the beginning of the semester...shit...i hate going back and dealing with stuff that i cant believe i missed it...cuz i thought that was all taken care of...damn another hard lesson to learn...people are not really reliable in important stuff...also there is alway little details to tell you that something is wrong...and i wasnt convinced that it was the problem...o shit...damn my mental math has to be faster...i fucked up so bad...all them little hints...man i need a clear brain
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| its been like freaking forever since i last post...anyway... i slack off last semester so all my grades dropped by a grade in the end...sucks...cant slack off at the end of this semester...spring semester is an fun for the moment...lets see...i been really busy and my quads hurt...and i havent gotten enough sleep...so i am kinda dead beat...and i still havent lost my fat from hong kong...o i didnt tell you guys i went to hong kong again...man its probally gonna be a long long time till i get back...or yea...berkeley is actually getting more time consuming...its crazy...i hope i don't have more crazy classes
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| yah...done with my hardest final...so happy...annoying final
tommorow...then i am hella gonna celerbrate...o yea...great celebration
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